Monday, March 28, 2016

Mar 23-24, 2016: Wednesday night

Last night things got seriously raunchy. During the afternoon as the girls came back from campus or classes or wherever, in addition to what has become the usual, i. e., them wanting a cumm, there was this undercurrent of mouthing about "we gonna fuck your up tonight bitch" talk.  

After I'd fixed supper, they pulled out a bag of those little enema in a squeeze bottle preparations, took me to the bathroom and forced me to use three of them on myself until I was running clear. Then they took a large squeeze bulb filled with water and wine and squired that up my ass, had me hold it then expel. They took me back to the main room, had me on all fours, pushed the inflatable ass plug up, inflated it until I was in agony, then sat round for a few minutes while the plug expanded my hole. They also tied my hair back in a pony tail. Leticia knelt behind me, removed the plug, lubed me, and worked fingers up my ass. She told me crudely that she was going all the way in, grabbed my pony tail to keep me still amd slowly worked her hand up my ass. I was in agony, groaning to the point of tears. Once she was all the way in, she been flexing her hand, making a fist inside my ass until I cried. For a while they just st around and laughed.  

To add to the agony they reached under me, tied ropes around the base of my tits and added nipple clamps and weights.

The others by now had undressed and one by one began rubbing their pussies and asses over my face. Letica would pull back on the pony tail to raise my face. Jalena  pressed her asshole against my mouth and to,d me to suck ass. She speed her cheeks. Through tears and listening to their shouts and laughter, I licked her rose. Someone swatted the hell out of my ass with a paddle and told me to get my tongue up her hole. I responded and tongued her ass, listening to the ever building crescendo of them telling me I was a good for nothing ass sucking white bitch. Zeta went next, letting me lick her pussy then turning and presenting her ass. Again someone slapped my asscheeks multiple times adding to my tears. One after the other they presented their asses to my mouth as Leticia kept her hand up me, pulled back on my pony tail to control the position of my head. 

The scene was surreal and humiliating beyond words. A black girls hand up my ass, black asses and pussies constantly at my mouth. I got so fucking wet and into subspace, aching, crying, yet perversely turned on at my servitude and humiliation. 

Leticia asked if I was having fun because they were just getting started and we're going to fuck me up good. I'd cry out yes ma'am. They put towels under me and one of them, Tierney, pissed on my face. Leticia relaxed her hand and slowly pulled out of me. For a few moments I collected my wits, stayed on all fours until they told me to drop to my elbows and spread my legs more so my ass would be in the proper position. I did it. They gawked at my splayed asshole then beat the hell out of my ass again before one of them donned the strappy and slid it in. Leticia came to my face and had me lick her hand, the one that was up my ass as they gave me another barrage of dirty talk. Someone reached under me, pinched and rubbed my clit while my ass was getting fucked. I came. They kept the pressure on my clit and cunt, others manipulated and beat my tits while I got repeatedly ass fucked until I was mush. They periodically pissed on me, I also pissed. 

They removed the ropes and clamps on my tits, they picked up the piss soaked towels and led me to the basement, tosse the towels in the washer and tied me up on the floor on top of a pile of dirty bed sheets. Upper arms, wrists behind my back, ankles and legs together. They went upstairs and left me. That's were I stayed the entire night. It was miserable. 

Mar 20, 2016: Off Campus Apartment

Hello, Ma’am, I have much to tell you but there’s been so little time to write

First, something funny and revealing about Linda, Lorraine's slut. Think I told you that she was selling her house and moving in with Lorraine full time. Ok, the house sells and Linda was supposed to be out by a certain date after closing. The new owners come to the house expecting an empty house. However, most of Linda’s stuff is still in the house. Worse yet, Linda's slutty 19 y/o daughter, Emily, is upstairs in one of the bedrooms fucking her boyfriend. The new owners walk in on them. Emily tells them to get out of her house. Chaos ensues. Linda called her attorney and told him to fix all this, she can’t deal with it. (Linda is somewhat of a flake.)

Meanwhile, Linda, instead of going to Lorraine's as she was supposed to after the house closed, decided to check in to a hotel for a few nights. She called Lorraine and told her she'll be there later, that she needs some time to herself. Lorraine is super pissed, gets Talia and they track down Linda. They find out that, yes, she needed to take care of the moving, but also she was picking guys up at the hotel bar and enjoying some fucks. They took Linda back to Lorraine's and gave her the third degree and roughed her up. Linda pleads for mercy, spills the beans on her daughter, thinking that will gain her some sympathy. But no. Lorraine made Linda get Emily on the phone then took the phone and said to get her slutty butt over here right now, that her mother had something to tell her.

Emily shows up. Linda is naked on her knees, cuffed and sucking Talia. Emily is stunned; she didn't know the full relationship with Lorraine or that she was a black woman. Emily tells her mom that she’s a bigger slut than she is. Lorraine tells her she'll be doing exactly what her mother is. They overpower her and fuck her. The next day they invite Mw over to join in and eventually they invited Jocelyn. Mw said Emily acted like a spoiled princess and was frightened of everything. They made Linda and Emily do each other and eventually decided the natural arrangement was to have Emily fuck her mom; it was more fun for them and more humiliating for Linda plus Emily is scared to death of anything painful. After a day or two she became more at ease kissing, fondling, and fucking her mom. 

Mw said Linda is seriously punished and humiliated but is safely at Lorraine's. Emily comes and goes. I knew none of this until late Friday night, the 18th.

Now as for me.

While all this nutso stuff was going on, I was busy with a heavy dose of Louise for three days, even sleeping with her at night, being waked during the night to suck her off. I did most of her daily tasks, sanctioned by Mw, while she either watched TV, played candy crush and such. That came to a halt when Mw decided I needed a couple of days of rest because she had something major lined up for me. 

On Sunday afternoon, the 20th, she had me shower and make myself beautiful. I waited naked except for fishnets and platforms in a position in the living room until another black woman, Estelle, arrived. She looked me up and down, fondled me a little and said I had the perfect old white whore body and would do just fine. I blushed in humiliation. My assumption was that Mw intended to rent me to Estelle.  However, that wasn't the case. Estelle handed me a garment bag and told me these were my clothes, put them on. Shocked, I did and dressed in a tangerine colored iridescent micro dress, crotch less black panties and push up bra. Mw was in stitches and said I never looked more like a two bit whore. She told me to go down to the dungeon and get a gray suitcase and bring that upstairs. I did so. Mw told me to bring that, get my purse and iPad and we needed to make a short trip.

We got in Estella's car. Mw told me that during the recent black b'ball tournament she made some connections, which she'd checked out, of some of the girls who played on the team and lived in an off campus apartment house. Estelle would be my handler for a few days. Bottom line was, she was giving me to them. I'm fuzzy on the connection between Mw and Estelle but it makes no difference.

The place we went to was an old two-story white frame house a couple of blocks from the campus of the predominately black university in town. We walked in, me in my hooker attire and carrying the gray suitcase, and there were six black girls that cat called and insulted me up one side and down the other. Mw went through every room of the house, checking it out, insuring there were no men then told Estelle and the girls that this was a “go” as long as they understood the rules: first and foremost, I was her slave and lived to serve black women and girls. Do what they wanted and use me as they wished, that I was trained to serve black pussy and ass, a pain whore and an ass fuck. I'd cook and clean for them, their girlfriends were welcome but absolutely no men; otherwise, it’s all over. The only clothes I was allowed was what I had on my back, otherwise I was used to being naked. The girls had no problem with any of that. Mw handed one of the girls the suitcase and told them to have fun; she'd be back for me on Friday. Estelle would check in daily. I was absolutely shaking in fright as she and Estelle walked out and left me.

The girls wasted no time. One of them, a tall athletic girl, told me ... Let's we what you got, bitch, get naked. Mortified, I undressed while they sneered. They opened the gray suitcase and laughed as they went through the assortment of toys: dildos, strappies, anal toys, ropes, cuffs, gags, paddles and flogging devices. I wanted to sink through the cracks in the old wooden floor as the expressions in their faces turned to laughter and they called me a hard core old white trash whore. Leticia, the tall athletic girl, pushed me to the floor and told me to take off her sneakers and suck her toes. They sat on the ragged old sofa and chairs and had me sucking toes. One girl came behind me and rubbed her hand through my dripping cunt while I moved from Letitia's feet to another girls bare feet. One girl said toe sucking is for later; lets fuck this damn bitch. They pushed me onto the sofa. In about 60 seconds they undressed and had me on my back, grabbing and mauling me. One girl settled her pussy over my face and another had her fingers in my cunt. Leticia pulled the girl off my face, bitched at her then stuck her pussy on my face. There was constant bickering between all of them, like animals fighting over raw meat, bitching and cursing each other until they figured out who was first, second and so on. For me it was one glistening pussy after another over my face. One girl fucked the daylights out of my cunt with the strappy. Their infighting finally settled down and they methodically rode my face, orgasm after orgasm dripping on my face.

Their verbal insults were atrocious; I must have heard the words “old whore” and “white trash’ a 100 times. I had my first orgasm while the third girl fucked my cunt and another girl twisted my nipples. They repositioned me on my knees facing the sofa. One girl sat on the sofa and pulled my face into her swamp. Someone tied my hands behind my back with lots of rope then paddled and beat my ass. A girl fucked my cunt but then shifted the strappy and took my ass, not only with the strappy but also with anal beads and a graduated ringed anal plug. I orgasmed again. The ass fucking went on until I was raw. I begged for mercy which they ignored. The whole time I ate pussy and sucked ass. It went on until they were satisfied.

I asked to pee. One girl got a towel put me on my knees and told me to pee. I pissed in front of them then they wiped my face with the piss soaked towel then kicked me to the floor. My hands were still tied. One girl tied my ankles and legs together. They told me to lie there like a good girl while they decided what to do next. As I lay there, my mind raced through my previous years of experiences and decided I hadn’t had anything of this nature since Sophia and her gang years ago. I realized the similarities; strong black women, around age 20, on their own and nobody to answer to. I’d shared those experiences with Mw in previous conversations. I wondered if she knew what was happening to me then surmised she knew exactly what would happen.

The girls came back to me and said they decided I would cook supper for them but I’d have to go to the market and buy stuff. 

They untied me and told me to put my whore clothes back on, otherwise I’d go like I was, reeking of girl sex and piss. A couple of them would walk me to the market two blocks down the street. That freaked me but I knew my choices were zilch.

Two girls, Zeta and Jaliyah, both about six feet tall, escorted me outside and down to the market. I reeked and had rope marks on my ankles, legs and wrists. Humiliated doesn’t began to describe my feelings. This small local grocery was almost totally black. People stared at me like I was from some distant planet. No doubt in my mind other people knew what I was. Zeta told me to buy 2 pounds of ground beef, onions, peppers, garlic, Ragu sauce, spaghetti noodles, lettuce, cucumbers, French bread and wine. I told them I had no money. They said Mw left me some, and handed me my credit card. I thought oh great, now they’ll know my name. Mw doesn’t miss much. Check out was embarrassing to say the least. The plump black woman waved her hand in front of her face and said, “what’s that smell?” Zeta said it’s the whore, you can fuck her if you want to. The woman replied she wouldn’t touch me with a ten-foot pole. I turned beet red.

We went back to the apartment; I undressed and cooked. While the sauce simmered on the stove, they let me cleanup. I served dinner and sat with them. They asked tons of questions about my background and I told them about you, cutting my hair, my days and nights years ago of the cage, freezing the keys in ice, your encouragement to meet black women, pissing in the floor when I saw Tabitha, writing my confession, Tisha, Mavis, the list, everything. Sometimes they’d let me talk; other times they’d drill me with constant questions.

As I elated my past, I realized how much I love you. Literally, it brought tears to my eyes. The conversation and questions lasted well beyond dinner. We sat around the table, me naked, them clothed, drank wine, smoked a couple of joints and talked until almost midnight. Leticia said I’d sleep with her that night. We went upstairs to where the four bedrooms were, two had two twin beds, two had queen beds. One of those was Leticia’s. I brought her off under the covers then fell asleep.

This morning, some of the girls went to campus. Before they left, Leticia told me I’d be doing laundry and had the girls dump their dirty clothes in separate piles in the hallway. She took me down to the musty, dank basement where the washer and dryer were and made sure I knew the quirks of the old, balky washing machine. I went upstairs and sorted six girls’ clothes into delicates and regular loads. Two hung around the house. Both of them used me. Jalena, another tall athletic girl, was by far the more dominant of the two. Latoya, a chubby rotund girl, simply enjoyed having me eat her pussy.

By now I was putting names with faces: Leticia, Zeta, Jaliyah, Jalena and LaToya, The sixth girl, Tierney, came home around noon and demanded her private fuck.

Later this afternoon, I was in the basement doing laundry when to my surprise, Mw came down the stairs, I greeted her in a position then she had me stand, hands behind my head, legs apart while she checked my body and questioned me about how things were going. Her only comment was “we’ll have to be sure the girls take full advantage of this opportunity.” Then she told me to continue my laundry duties while she went upstairs and talked to the girls. I do not know when she left or what transpired upstairs.

The girls are studying for midterms. I’ve written this off and on today when I could get to my iPad between laundry duties, fixing supper and fucking Tierney, Jalena and Leticia. After fucking Leticia she told me they had more information about me and some new ideas. Tomorrow I’m supposed to change all the linens on their beds and start cleaning this place. It’s a mess.

I’ll keep you updated as I can. My love, e.





Feb 1, 2016: Return to Mws



Hi, a quick update.

Mw's hired car arrived shortly after we chatted on Monday morning. I was dressed in what little I could wear, my small bag packed with shoes and toiletries, pc case by the door, put on the coat Mw sent and tied it around my waist.

The driver, which in the past has been an elderly black man, was this time a black woman, probably around 40, slicked back hair, chauffeur uniform, etc.  She introduced herself as Doreen and had instructions to check if I was dressed as Mw directed; she told me to open the coat.  I felt my face flush, but untied the sash and stood there in the elbow length mesh gloves, hose garter belt and heels. She looked at me luridly, smiled and nodded. I drew the coat together and tied the sash around my waist. She picked up my bags and escorted me to the car. I sat in the rear seat on the right side. Once she’d driven out through the gates of Sherrie’s subdivision, she pulled the car off the road and said I would not need to coat for the ride down, to take it off and hand it to her. I thought, my gawd, I’m not even at Mw’s and the humiliation has started … I removed it and handed it to her. We drove in silence other than one comment she made that I must be some special kind of cunt and another comment that most of her jobs weren’t this much fun. I felt this wave of humiliation that took forever to leave my mind.  

Arriving at Mw’s around 9:30 a.m., Doreen gave me the coat and escorted me to the door. Mw greeted me and told Doreen to come back tomorrow for her tip. She smiled and left.

Mw told me to remove the coat. Then we embraced. I shook all over, told her I was hers. She kissed me and told me to fix mimosas and we would talk. Drinks in hand she sat in the living room, and I knelt in front of her. She told me there would be a certain period of retraining because she was certain I’d probably slacked off being with Molly and Sherrie.

We talked extensively through a second round of mimosas then went upstairs to her bedroom. I undressed her then myself and made love to her body, bringing her off several times. She didn’t allow me to orgasm. Around 2:00 we rolled out of bed, I washed her body, dressed her then put the things back on that I’d worn over.

We went downstairs and snacked. I hadn’t seen Louise and asked about her, the answer being that she was in Alabama this week visiting her family. Mw said we’d have visitors soon and to busy myself in her kitchen preparing certain items.

Around 4:30, Tara arrived. After hugs and her expressions of how nice it was to have me back she handed Mw a folded piece of paper. Mw read it, nodded, handed it to me to read. It was basically a short two paragraph contract specifying that I was hers (Mw’s), that I surrendered myself to her superiority and power unconditionally, that she was my owner and I was her slave, her property, to do with as she wanted. Perplexed, I mentioned naively that there was no end date.  She said I would be hers for as long as she wanted, certainly for months upon months, I belonged here and she saw no reason to specify an ending.

I signed, she signed and Tara signed as a witness.

Mw told me to fetch more bottles of champagne, others would be joining us shortly. Then she and Tara tied my arms behind me, my forearms against each other, ropes around my upper body and tits and finally a large ball gag pushed in my mouth and buckled behind my head.  Tara commented that I looked perfectly natural. Promptly at 5:00, Lorraine arrived and was soon followed by Jocelyn, Angie and Talia. I was shoved and pulled from one to the other, enduring their comments and quivering as their fingers probed me. I realized how much I’d missed this, being objectified. Regardless of their comments I felt good, whole and purposeful. Nothing mattered. My cunt reeked of arousal. I realized this is what I thrive on.

This party atmosphere gained momentum. More champagne, more fingers claiming me, anal beads shoved in then pulled out of my ass. The party moved downstairs to the dungeon. They pushed me across the horse, pulled out the beads and someone shoved a girl cock in my ass. Then it became one after the other after the other. The gag came out and I sucked Jocelyn first, then Lorraine, then Angie. Talia and Tara moved me off the horse and over to the wooden perch against the thick wooden post, raised and held my legs up and started fucking my cunt and ass. Talia insisted that I watch everything that was done to me, to absorb the beauty of black women taking what they wanted. And I did, them fucking my cunt, my ass, tormenting my tits and nipples until I was spaced out. I started cumming and screaming. They kept going and I kept cumming until I cried.   

They untied me but that didn’t stop the party. It just gave me more freedom to satisfy them. The ass fucking was crazy until I felt like a ragdoll. It’d been well over 10 weeks since I’d been treated like this and there was a lot of emotion flowing on both sides as if they had to establish their dominance all over again. It went on until 9:00 that night.

After they left, I cleaned up the dungeon and then went upstairs and cleaned the kitchen. Around 10:30 I curled up next to Mw, brought her off again and slept until 7:00 this morning.

I have not dressed all day. I cleaned things, did laundry.  This afternoon Doreen the chauffeur lady came by to get her “tip”. I found out that she’s a rather strong dyke type. Mw let her take me up to one of the bedrooms. It was strictly a one sided make her cumm type session.


I will do the best I can to keep you informed. Your happy slut, e