Friday morning, Tina arrived at Monica's for her scheduled time with me. She threw an old coat over me and hustled me to her car which she'd backed up to Monica's garage. We rode the few blocks to her house in silence which from my experiences, is never a good sign. Inside, she told me Jamey (her daughter) wouldn't be home until around 4:00. By then she wanted her house cleaned and I'd go next door and clean Mylene and Caryns house as well. She made no mention of anything past that point but I assumed I'd be used in other ways.
For about two hours I cleaned her house. That's it, no touching, no sex, nothing, just clean the house. Around 1:00, Mylene was at Tina's back door. They talked while I finished and then gave me the coat and we walked next door to her place which was a mess. They had little to say other than a few snide comments about having a white woman clean for black women. Though I was naked the whole time, still there was no sex and very little touching.
About 4:00, we walked back to Tina's house. I was tired from cleaning two houses and I looked the part. Within a few minutes both girls, Caron ands Jamey, arrived.
Compared to Deanna's exuberant arrival they were the opposite end of the spectrum. Things took a downward turn. I'd taken Tina for someone with a real interest but it seemed that on her own, she couldn't act. After doing no more than getting the girls colas and cheese puffs, I was standing there naked and the four of them were still dressed, munching puffs and barely talking. I asked Tina what she would like for me to do and she said nothing right now. Mylene decided she'd go home and start supper. I offered to cook for her but she said she didn't need no honky 'ho showing her how to cook. She missed the whole point and I decided not to try again. She left and took Caron with her.
I asked Tina in private what was wrong, how could I help her because I sensed something wasn't right. She rambled but never gave a definitive answer. I said she certainly had to have an interest with me or she would've been at the party, wouldn't have participated while she was there, and wouldn't have brought me here today. I suggested she call Monica for advice. She said she'd talk to Monica later but not now. Around 6:30, frustrated and confused, I asked if I could lie down for a few minutes, that I was tired. She told me to lie down in her bed.
I did and went to sleep. Tina woke me up around 8:30p and told me to get up. She wanted me out of here. I was stunned and asked why. She told me she had her reasons. She'd sent Jamey over to Mylene's and Erica or Jill were coming to pick me up.
I was totally confused. But I didn't press it. I told her I was sorry things hadn't worked out and maybe another time. I knew I wasn't getting the whole story though.
She literally kicked me out naked except for the coat. I waited on her front steps with my toy bag, deflated and embarrassed beyond words. In a few minutes Erica arrived, I walked to her car, threw the coat in Tina's front hard and gladly jumped in. We didn't say much but Erica knew I was upset. I was cold, Erica gave me her jacket. I wanted to cry but held it together until we got to her house.
Jill was waiting. When I tried to speak, I burst into tears. When I'd calmed down, She wanted to hear what happened. I spilled it all out in front of her. She assured me it would not be that way here. She said she wanted me and wanted me at my best. Erica drew me a hot bath while Jill fixed me something to eat, I hadn't eaten all day. Warm food, a couple of brandy and cokes and an atmosphere of acceptance made me almost whole again. Jill took me to her guest bedroom and told me to get a good nights sleep, I'd need it because as she said, she intended to take full advantage of me.
I'll stop this here,with Friday night. Saturday was far better. I've documented some of it but I'd prefer to send you the whole day at one time. Things are like they should be and what we expected. In short, Jill rocks. A combination of Frayne, Joan, and a touch of Hilda.
Kisses, got to go. E
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