Sunday afternoon, MW asked me to identify the things that really got to me last night. I told her there were many but selected these. Being led around by my tits, exposed outside in the cold, sucking Junie, the cling wrap, and cumming in front of strangers, particularly the four girls. She agreed and said to her I was dripping wet throughout the evening and not being allowed to cumm heightened my desires to serve. She also added that I was better than any sessions she's seen me in. She believed a lot of it had to do with the fact that I was not doing this for money but doing it more from the heart with the subtle realization that this is what I am, and need to feel complete. She also enjoyed Cynthia's technique with the focus on humiliation and not cumming. If she had her way, I'd see Cynthia again.
Later in the afternoon, Cynthia, Roxy, Ashley and Junie stopped by the house on their way out of town. That gave me the chance to thank each of them for using me and a special opportunity to privately suck Cynthia off in one of the upstairs bedrooms.
All in all, I feel very good about what happened and have obviously played it through my mind countless times. I'm probably going home within the next day or two. That almost saddens me because I enjoy being here. However, Mw thinks a little break will be a good period of reflection for all involved. Otherwise, she said, she might not ever give me up.
I think I'm in love with Mw. I'm pretty sure the feeling is mutual. The three plus weeks I've been here gave me a tremendous opportunity to serve black women.
I not sure how Molly feels about all this. But I'm sure we will talk extensively. Knowing you, I don't think you'd mind if I spent more consistent time here.
I'm also picking up the undertone, overheard conversations, that Louise wants to go back to Alabama where she's from. I don't know the full extent of that but it may be part of her moodiness. That's an educated guess on my part.
Anyway, I love you and miss you. I hope Aimee is still loving her girls and hotel duties. I'm sure she is, but know you must miss her. Have to get busy here. Hope we can talk soon.
My love, e
Later in the afternoon, Cynthia, Roxy, Ashley and Junie stopped by the house on their way out of town. That gave me the chance to thank each of them for using me and a special opportunity to privately suck Cynthia off in one of the upstairs bedrooms.
All in all, I feel very good about what happened and have obviously played it through my mind countless times. I'm probably going home within the next day or two. That almost saddens me because I enjoy being here. However, Mw thinks a little break will be a good period of reflection for all involved. Otherwise, she said, she might not ever give me up.
I think I'm in love with Mw. I'm pretty sure the feeling is mutual. The three plus weeks I've been here gave me a tremendous opportunity to serve black women.
I not sure how Molly feels about all this. But I'm sure we will talk extensively. Knowing you, I don't think you'd mind if I spent more consistent time here.
I'm also picking up the undertone, overheard conversations, that Louise wants to go back to Alabama where she's from. I don't know the full extent of that but it may be part of her moodiness. That's an educated guess on my part.
Anyway, I love you and miss you. I hope Aimee is still loving her girls and hotel duties. I'm sure she is, but know you must miss her. Have to get busy here. Hope we can talk soon.
My love, e
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