April 3, 2015: Concluding 3 weeks at MW's

I'm back home, Molly's, as of last night. Mw and her hubby decided to take a vacation for a week so it was a logical transition time back here. I may bounce down to MW's off and on when she needs me but I think the plan is for me to be here the next couple of months. Molly graduates on May 9 and there will certainly be parties and festivities surrounding that. There's talk of Sherrie taking Molly to Europe in June also. I'd probably go as well. Molly has job prospects, too, here locally so a lot depends on that.

Beyond that I may spend most of the summer at MW's; she talked to me yesterday about several things. She firmly believes a summer without clothes is highly appropriate for me. She also believes I need to have some serious diversions over the summer and not become complacent by only fucking  black women like her friends. A variety would be a good reminder of my overall purpose. Plus she's thinking through a couple of other aspects of my summer.

She asked if I know the definition of "chattel". I had to think for a minute before she said chattel is a Medieval term referring to movable property, items such as furniture or domestic animals, and chattel slavery is an antiquated term referring to people who are treated as commodities. That's how she sees me; you give me to various women including Molly, Molly gives me to various women including her and she gives me to people like Lorraine, Cynthia and such. It's how I've been living my life to some extent and this summer is a grand opportunity to experience more of that while I'm still physically able to take it. She said from what she knew, that's how you treat Aimee, too; you sent her to Bermuda to fuck, you're happy, she's happy. She's also aware of my friend Melissa who's been used this way by her mistress for well over 10 years. 

She asked how i felt about things she'd discussed. I told her I'd willingly stay naked for her as long as she wished, fuck whoever she wanted me to be with because I'm in love with her and serving makes me feel complete. Long ago Jody drilled this into my head. 

That was my send off from MW's before her driver arrived to pick me up and being me here. Obviously the thought of this is still driving me crazy.

All that aside, Molly welcomed me with open arms and fucked me all over again. I'm glad to be back here. I love you. E